Happy birthday!!
誕生日おめでとう!!!
Hope things go well on your special day!
(*￣(ｴ)￣)/ﾟ･:*･:*･:*･:*･:*･:*

we're done.

Mephisto: I suggest not looking into my eyes, or you will face a much unfortunate death Yukio.

SIS LEGIT?!

oi, by no point, I mean between us. Aside from the fact that I feel sometimes ignored, I feel like I'm doing quite a bit. What I mean is that I spend a good time usually sending you messages and chatting. So, after a good amount of time, I waste time sometimes just refreshing my tumblr to see if you're on, if you have responded. I so greatly love our conversations and whatnot. That's the only reason I'm ever on tumblr and partly why I'm on dA.

The night I deleted my account was when I saw that you were on and iunno...it just made me feel butthurt to see you posting/having fun with others when you didn't send me a single message/mail. I was so desperately wanting to see your reaction to any messages and starters. I love to make you happy with them and I love the idea of you signing into dA whenever you do or tumblr to see a number of messages.

Now, I'm just losing motivation, I'm losing care, I'm feeling lost in a tunnel of isolation, and a part of me is simply considering doing what I usually just do best and disappear, move on, and hopefully find people who want to put effort into saying they're here. It's probably confusing and I don't blame you if you do feel confused.

Whatever happens at this point depends on what you do, I don't really want to bother for the time being, I don't really want to care, and as I said before I just don't really want to deal with any effort. I don't really want to bother being on the verge of tears.

Eh.

I'm not happy right now.

And I wish that someone gave enough fucking care to want to talk with me and cheer me up right now.