FINISHED READING MY SUMMER READING BOOKS, NOW I JUST HAVE TO DO THE ASSIGNMENT. AND MY MATH PACKET.
I go back to school in a week.
Lord help me. I'm not ready for this "high school" bullshit.
I do miss my friends, don't get me wrong. But I just don't want to go back. I swear one of my friends is going to run up to me and be all "OMG I MISSED YOU" and I will be all "BACK THE FUCK UP I AM NOT READY FOR THIS" because I don't want to be back.
Being a sophomore seems tricky for some reason to me. Because it's your second first day of high school, and unlike freshman year, where they told you to go to an orientation room, I don't know where the fuck to go. Maybe our first class? I'm not really sure. And honestly, I still get lost around my high school BECAUSE THE HALLWAYS MAKE NO SENSE.
One thing for sure is, this year I'm going to start studying for them SATs. And some other state test called HSPA. Weee. I just have a feeling that I'll fail both. Good bye future. ouo;
I'm afraid for this year. Sadly, all my friends are too smart for me and are in smarter classes than me. I signed up for both Chemistry and Biology, but sadly none of them are honors. I missed the Physics prerequisite for Chem. by one point (you needed a final grade of 83 in Physics - I got an 82). Same for Biology. Apparently English counts for that class, and the prerequisite was a 83 in Honors. I got an 82. /flops. So I'm probably not going to know anyone in either of those classes. Though I know I have three buddies in my Chem. class, I'm sure I'll be a loner in Biology. Just like Geometry last year.
Speaking of math, I'm taking normal Algebra II. I could've gotten into Advanced, but I didn't know that the Algebra I prerequisite was an 85 or something. My teacher told me it was a 95. /flips table
(In the great state of New Jersey, they decided to stick Geometry in between the two Algebras. Just in case you were confused).
Ugh I'm only taking two honors classes next year (US History and French) and honestly those two classes don't even count as classes to me. US History is boring to me, and French is a class that I would probably chose to not take after this year, despite how much I love the language. I'd probably give it up for another science class.
I feel like such a failure.
People don't understand the pressure that I have to go through. My mom was her class's
salutatorian. Do you know what that means? It means second smartest. She was second smartest in her class. And I'm sitting here like "adurhurhur Mom look I got a 70 on my Physics final after studying for 5 hours! And I finished the class with an 82!" And she's just there like "that's cute." /flops
And then I just have to hang around smart people. I need to educate myself better. /cries
Anyhoo.
I'm rereading Naruto Shippuden, I'm on chapter 403 right now.
BUT WHEN I LOGGED ONTO MY FUCKING TUMBLR
MY DASHBOARD WAS FILLED WITH SPOILERS
I CRIED A LITTLE
So I'm ignoring it for a while.
Luckily I have another blog that's personal and ANIME FREE OHOHOHO.
So no more spoilers for me. e u e
Also, Bleach 505
HAPPY 11TH ANNIVERSARY BLEACH
BUT WTH WAS UP WITH THAT CHAPTER
OMG THE CAPTAIN COMMANDER
AND KENPACHI
WHAT WAS GOING ON I STILL DON'T KNOW OMG
AND WHERE THE FUCK IS URYUU?
I have this theory where Uryuu and Ryuuken are the real leaders of the Vandenreich. Or at least, a part of it. Because remember how Ryuuken was all "I'll give you back your Quincy powers...if you never associate yourself with Shinigami again"? I believe he was preparing Uryuu for this war. Plus how suspicious Uryuu seemed when Nel was in Ichigo's room explaining Hallibel's capture. He was all "sorry guys, I can't come with you this time." Even if Ichigo said something about him killing Hollows, I have this theory that that wasn't really the reason. Though Ichigo's excuse was good enough for Uryuu, so he decided to play along. I can't wait till Uryuu and Ryuuken show up. Either as allies or friends. Or maybe Ryuuken is a part of them, and Uryuu is all confused with how he feels. They're all theories of mine. And I can't wait to see what Kubo-sensei has in store for us. o u o
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I'm only updating this because SilverChromeX//EMMY hinted at it casually. Or not casually.
Hopefully she finds this entry a nice place to spam.
Let's get this started Emmy.